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Thank fuck for weekends

Today was mostly a chill day. I’m usually on my computer for most of my waking hours, but today I actually spent time watching TV with the family. Hell’s Kitchen is a favorite, so we watched that and Ramsay’s new show Master Chef. It’s a great show. I find it more thrilling and emotional than Hell’s Kitchen. The contestants are literally home cooks. People from all walks of life. I was so hyped watching the intro to it and I was overcome with emotion before the show even started. Definitely a must watch show. Other must watch shows I can’t wait to return: Dexter, Sons of Anarchy, and House. Rescue Me with the fantastic Denis Leary is yet another family favorite. I don’t watch a great deal of TV, but I do my best to watch those shows.

I wish I was able to visit with friends. I never have the gas money. And so I never leave the house unless I’m going to psychiatrist appointments or shopping. I miss hanging out with them. I go a little stir-crazy after a time. It can be hard to decompress from work when you’ve got nowhere to go and nothing to do. But it is what it is, ya know?

There’s more I could talk about, things that’ve been on my mind of late…but I just can’t get the words together the right way. I fail.

I really should sing more to relax after work. It works wonders. Maybe tomorrow I will.

Expect to see more reviews in the coming days. Yes, they’ll count toward the 30 posts thing. The most important thing is that I write; content is second.

I’m looking forward to M coming back from his vacation later this month. I miss our chats. I hope he’s having a great time, though. He deserved this vacation. I think I deserve a vacation, too, but I have no idea when I’ll ever be able to get away from it all. I need time to be truly alone. I never have been. Or at least time to get my brains fucked out. That’s not too much to ask, right?

I’m going to try and really be in the moment tomorrow and not think too much about work. I have an obsessive mind that way, though.

OK, that’s enough babbling for today. We’ll see what tomorrow brings.

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