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Many things

I’m sat here at my computer with a thoroughly stuffed stomach. My family and I just had supper and I overindulged. Oops. I was going to finish writing my new smut piece when I was done eating, but a full stomach is not conducive to that sort of writing. So instead I’m writing to you of many things.

My family caught a bit of a break. My brother was not supposed to receive any more unemployment checks, but he got this week’s. Sure, it’s a reprieve but it’s a small one in the large scheme of things which is why I’m still selling my toys and gift cards. So far it’s looking like we’ll be OK but I’m thinking better safe than sorry. I’m a worrier like that.

I’m growing my hair long for charity. There are a few different organizations that deal with hair donations and I haven’t decided on one yet. How the hell do you decide something like that, anyway? You know, who’s more deserving of hair? In the end it doesn’t really matter. My hair will be put to good use wherever it ends up. I’m sure most of you know about my love/hate relationship with my hair. I figure reminding myself why I’m growing it long will prevent me from chopping it off in an annoyed rage. Hopefully. I’ll be posting a picture of my progress every month or so. Here’s a picture I took just the other day:

As you can see I have a long way to go. It’s at a very dorky stage I don’t know if it’ll be long enough for donation by this time next year, but we shall see. Btw, will having my hair trimmed regularly help it grow faster? I’ve heard it does.

I’m quitting smoking again. Oh, yeah–I didn’t tell you guys I was smoking again, did I? That’s because I didn’t want to hear any shit about it. I know some of you are anti-smokers but I’m not and I doubt I ever will be. And if I had heard one thing about how unhealthy it is for me or for other people, I probably would have lost my temper. So I played it close to my chest.

Why did I start smoking again? Well, I’d never stopped craving cigarettes, not even after 4 years without one. And then my brother lost one job a couple/few months ago and we were staring into the abyss of living in fuckedom, so we thought fuck it, let’s smoke. Desperate times calls for indulging bad habits. And I love smoking, so it felt right. I was downright giddy driving to get the first packs. Ahhh, good times, good times. We haven’t been smoking lately because–hello!–we don’t have the money. And I don’t want to use the money from my new job on cigarettes. It’s just too damn expensive. So why am I confessing this? Because I hope that by having it here the reminder will help me kick the habit.

I’ve inquired about doing sex toy reviews for others. I know I had said I was cutting back on the number of reviews I do, but dammit, I just get so much joy out of it and it’s something I’m really good at. I know I’m going to be even busier once I start my job, but I know I can juggle it all. I’m good like that.

Had a rough patch with M. He abruptly disappeared from online nearly 3 weeks ago. I had known there was a chance he’d disappear for reasons I will not talk about here. I will say it would have nothing to do with me and not because he’s married or has a girlfriend (he doesn’t). He had been having problems with his internet connection a few days prior to his disappearance, so I figured that was the cause. But as the days passed I started entertaining worst-case scenarios. Happily, he popped online the other day to let me know his connection was fried and nothing was getting sorted because of the weather. He figures things will be sorted in a week or so. I hope he’s right. I’ve missed him a lot. We really need to fuck. heh

My brother will be driving me back and forth to work unless, or until, he gets a job. I’m glad he’ll be driving me. My shift will be from 7PM until 3:30AM, so it’ll be nice not having to be alone. I had been researching online what I can carry for protection, but now I think I’ll wait to get anything until he’s unable to drive me. I found out tasers are legal to carry here, which is fucking cool. I’d have a taser and pepper or mace spray on me. I wanna do my best to protect myself, you know? Whoever attacks me better be ready for a fight!

I recently e-mailed D. It had nothing to do with sex, our relationship, or a possible friendship. It was weird writing him. I didn’t ask him how he was or say that I hoped my e-mail found him well. I just asked him what I wanted to ask and he replied a few days later. I had thought about being friendly and asking him if he’d found a girlfriend or another sub, but I realized I didn’t want to know. I can’t be that friendly, not yet. I’m not sure I could ever be. I suppose a friendship could happen someday, but then he may not even want that. Ah, well. It is what it is.

I think I’m out of things to say. My stomach is feeling better so I think I’ll try working on that smut piece some more.

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4 Responses to “Many things”

  1. I like these general life posts. They make up for the lack of nipple. =)

    As for smoking, well, that’s like Twilight and feminism, a topic we best not discuss, lest one of us (read: me) leave pissed.

    As for the job, congrats! At least one of us is now a viable member of society. Maybe I underestimate the dangerousness of where you work, but is a taser necessary? Will you be outside for long periods of time unattended? I usually walk with my key out, just in case somebody needs a face stabbing.

  2. Kristi says:

    Ha! The nipples will return later. :-p

    “As for smoking, well, that’s like Twilight and feminism, a topic we best not discuss, lest one of us (read: me) leave pissed.”

    Yeah, there are just some things it’s futile to argue with me about. :-p

    Thanks for the congrats. As for protecting myself, a place doesn’t have to be deemed dangerous for shit to happen. And why not a taser? You render the person completely immobile for a minute or two. You can’t really do that with a key.

  3. I guess so. But I want that person to remember who they fucked with by carving my initials in the side of their cheek.

  4. Kristi says:

    Ha! That’s an awesome visual.

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